Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month
I don’t have much to say this year as my heart and soul are with our ever growing miracle baby, Kason. This month is Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month and though I am loving having our miracle here, I have made an effort to remember the 2 embryos we lost last January.
I will forever remember the fear that I felt after starting to spot a week after our embryo transfer. A friend was throwing a belated birthday party for me and I tried hard to stay positive while they were there. I tried to hide the fact that I had a feeling that the pregnancy might not last. As the months grow closer to my birthday again I continue to remind myself how depressing that birthday party was for me, and how lonely I felt.
For all my friends and family who have experienced a miscarriage or loss of a child, my heart is with you.